about me and my sibling

not trying to blame my two siblings over their success

just feeling inferior sometimes.

not blaming their ability
just feeling useless somehow.

truly overjoyed of what they've achieved

asking myself  :

 "Why can't I force myself to do better"

If the darkness falls,

and my angel calls
In my despair
Will you be there?
In the darkest night
When I need your light
Will you show me the way?
If my time runs out
And the sky falls down
Despite my fear
Will you appear?
If the world goes blind
And I lose my mind
Will you show me the way?

Owl City Lyrics
"Wolf Bite"